The sun stuck in its cloud sack Can do nothing for us riverfolk We make our small adjustments Armor of plastic, black sheeting Glistening onyx in the mizzle The holey boot wishes it wasn't And squelches its little misery Only the crowd of crows seem happy Fizzing in their old dark For a short while, the beauty of snow Then for longer, long arrows of rain Driven into the street's bursting belly That scatter everything that floats Me included, Sodden paper on a Thames sea
Low in globs of mud, eye, ear of Earth I sculpt a portrait: my brother’s head Uncanny golem: the strong cheeks, the pebble nose even, maybe, those cute dimples fired in July’s kiln the mud cooks and is rock I call Mumma and she looks, laughing at the lifelike
When the birds broke from the bushes and la-la-lelled the sun from the sky, they brought rain a pummeling dark with a jealous streak That bullied the cherub broke the bowl of mouth flattened his forehead swallowed his nose stone caved in the eyes’ roundness I call Mumma and she looks, shrugs, “It’s all just mud to me”
As we reached
the red mountain
spluttering, hacking
mouths of ash
I thought I heard
my daughter's voice
but I did not turn
As we climbed
the red mountain
I thought I saw
my daughter's shadow
in the fires of the city
hanging heavy as a wave
to break upon my back
so I could not help
but turn
and look
and yes, I broke
down as a great wave
spluttering, hacking
my eyes and mouth
filled with salt