THE LOVESONG



She said now write me a lovesong
I hacked up a song of blood
She said no write me a lovesong
I spat out all fight songs
I could think of
No she said no write me a lovesong
I lay down
Drowned in mud
No she screamed tell me a lovesong
I burnt my lies
Felt good
She pleaded at my feet for a lovesong
I let one go noah
It was a flood

BROWNSEA ISLAND


The boat sloshed your ginbelly
We rode the short bitterwind
Every joint groaned and rolled
Like cormorants we swallowed
Stones to bridle our waters

It were early and the island
Had been alone all night
Left to play all by itself
You asked the names of things
At this hour, I did not know

On the ruined picnic bench
A left redness from a fieldmouse
Sundered by moonlight, 
You asked if it felt pain
There was no real question

We, strangers at the dinner party
Were left to feed from our own paltry bag
The jackdaws swaggered toward
Like out of work actors - coldly
Eyeing flesh, currant and crumb

Ahead, the signposts had been turned
The guidewords were all torn out
& old Baden Powell under
The thicket, barked orders
At the roots, I said it and we were lost

Our feet heavy in this muddy Eden,
Bluegreen fungi leered from swollen oak
We tripped on lichen log, the bracken
Hogged the clear beads of rain
Sharing is not in this nature

Found once again when rude colours
Exploded onto the shore and this shy wood
Retired into itself, the paths retrod,
The signs repainted, someone baked bread,
The world begins its recording
The hidden land recedes into itself

THE OLD MAN REMEMBERING


I am the ploughman
That is to be the cutter
I blade the corn paint
The field anew in gold
Shadow, red flecks 
Of rabbit; mouse
In my wake, the grinding
Of meal for the pit growing
In the centre of my stomach

I have been the cutted
And caught, the machine saw me,
Saw right through me so I
I have been the plougher 
And the ploughed doublefold
Unlike the field my face
Don't grow back right
These furrows a way of counting
The when and what I was - am

When I am not metal reared
Or supplicant to engine and oil
I am a drifter of the wind
I take my food in the field
The gathering men and women
Wait for me there sometimes
To become sweet plums 
Sometimes with blades
Between their filthy teeth

Whether fruit of the field
Or the bruised fruit of bowl
I drive on, a constant here
The fruit of labour
Is forever unripen